You Thrilled the world...MJ

and so... MJ died.. its really a sudden sad news to all of us i believe.. even to me-the-never-a-mj-fan... its unbelievable and i thought tht it was just a joke at first.. but after tht when i keep on hearing everybody talking bout the news and some even confirmed it through the radio, and then only i started to believe it... half believe i think cause even till now am still blurring.. cause i really couldnt accept the fact that he's gone forever.. just weeks before his death, i heard Veron saying that he will be helding a world tour " This Is It '' and may be coming Msia next year... and i promised her to go to the concert together.. but now, i think its hard and impossible to fulfill the promise.. and just the day before his death, ky and i wrote Michael Jackson and Linkin park's name on a piece of paper and at the end we found it in the dustbin in our class... and i felt so sorry.. :I before this, i dont really care bout MJ, cause to me, all i know bout him is just a 'child-molestor' or even a 'rapist' and i found that really wrong now.. really really wrong.. they unvealed the truth when he died.. but why not ealier? he would live with a better life if the truth unveal earlier... he wouldnt sufferef to death..
i saw many articles these days in the newpaper written by MJ's friends and fans.. most of his friends said that they would receive his call during midnights and tell them that he couldnt sleep.. his doctor said that he had Insomnia.. omg.. that shows that how stressful he is! negative news, fake news, concert, world tour....all of these are the main thing causing his stress.. he is 50! how can an aging man take this kind of stress? plus he even have some kind of sicknesses... he really is a genius.. a historical icon.. really an icon in music.. his style, his moves, his dance steps, his voice, his songs... are incredible!
*am really SPEECHLESS Michael, you said that you are the loneliest man in the world.. but YOU ARE NOT ALONE... there are thousands, millions, billions fans, no matter they are BLACK OR WHITE, they'll be waiting, praying, cheering for you! you are never a lonely guy.. and I'LL BE THERE too, mourning your death..